Ta-Ta camera!

I sold my nikon. I am praying about getting a new camera- Im not so sure about it. I feel like I should get a new one, but I also feel like it's selfish of me to spend almost 3 grand on a camera. I want to pursue photography & I have a feeling I just need to trudge thru school quick because it's easy to get complacent in the "blah-ness" of it all. SO... camera-yes, I want it. Wisdom-yes I NEED IT! Prayer-yes I suppose this is a way of asking for it. & FInally, not stressing over the silliest of things-yes I SHOULD know not to. Besides, in a year or two, the camera will most likely be outdated and I suppose I will be where I am now-typing away & feeling as if sharing my heart on cyberspace for comfort about what to do when I KNOW already the answer lies in spending a little time with my hands clasped & my soul quietly conversing with the only being it should be requesting advice from. So...I answered my question, I'm logging off.