December 18, 2007

Hazy Walk

Sometimes I feel like when i'm walking or interacting with people , I am in a deep sleep. Or dreaming-but mostly like I am not really there & the situation thats taking place isn't really happening. It feels like there is a sheet of vapor between me & whats really going on- my vision blurs up-my mind shuts off like when I watch too many episodes of the Simpson's & all the episodes & jokes seem like one big fat 1/2 hour show-blah. yea, i suppose BLAH would be this feeling. Then I think back & question what was going on & I tell myself, " I think I just went with it & was like 'ehhh' " & only realized I was "outta" it hours later when I was in fact going back to remenicst. -how to spell remenicst I have no clue. I feel like this now as I type so Im going to take a nap.

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